Poetry

emotional relapse

Emotions are heavy, I don’t know what to feel Is this relapse temporary? Or is this love for real?  It feels like home to me,  Shattered & broken’s so known I could live1000 lives before I’d forget  Leaving it all is my main regret  If you love me, don’t let me go  This time it’s …

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Silent escape

I miss the feeling of true love.. The skin to skin touch; an unbreakable intimacy. Silence takes over the mind when you look the love of your life in the eyes.. it’s the only silent escape I’ve ever discovered. The problem is, my brain still views it as an escape.. as if there’s no repair …

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Undeniable Outcast

For most of my life I’ve felt that we have to earn love from others. A part of me has always felt that bright lights never had a place near me — an undeniable outcast, hiding in plain sight. Along the way, who we are is just a collection of identity traits that resonated with …

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Paint me the villain

Paint Me The Villain You’re finally free, Cause I was so bad, right?  Your pain is deceit It’s all make belief There are holes where you used to be  I fear you’ll never truly see me  Isolated in agony; you’re a fucking thief Ripped apart — go play the martyr  Aimlessly roaming in the abyss  …

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carpe noctem

Poison rain, faded Light Down it pours, as day turns night The sky is grey, with clouds above Dimly shines, the moon of love Waves they crash against the wall The eerie winds, cause leaves to fall Dying trees, silhouetted to sight Though everything feels, so perfectly right Carpe Noctem; seize the night  That’s when …

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missing pages

Nowhere to go, on this answerless road.Symptom, symptom, a swollen lymph node. Emptiness lies dormant, behind smiles that hold regret. It’s a sad life, when everything’s a threat.  One pill to swallow, chased with another. Appointment after appointment, beside lies my mother. Pain throughout my body, with an unstable heart. The pilot of this story, has an unsettling start.  Misdiagnosis; …

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i wish you knew…

Help, I need out, yeah I do. I need to. Just let me go.. Your smile it haunts me, It’s true, I wish you knew.. How much I love you. There’s no light inside of this heartbeat of mineHow do you love me too? I’ll find a way alone Yeah, I’ll go alone.There’s nothing left …

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before i jump

Before I jump, I want you to see,all of the things that you did to meNot in person, or in visual formI will write you the literary storm  From start to finish; dusk til dawnYou’re nothing more than a fucking pawn We’re not Kings & Queens in a fairytale storyAt the end of this, you better …

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the last piece of me

Lies are consuming.. Our truth is weary. Oh so weary..Faith is haunting me. Who have I become?In the darkest place of my mind.. My masks became my home When will we find a way out? I sit here, I scream and I shout.. This house is lying, These walls are taunting..The last piece of me’s wearing …

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the end of it all

Shattered to pieces, I’ve lost controlThe end of a rope is a rainbow to the darkYour cupid is a liar, He feeds on broken soulsYou’ll trust every word because it’s all that you know Selling yourself only hurts you Let’s play pretend.. we’ll act like everything’s alrightIn my heart I know, You wanted to hurt me …

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